I often find myself prefacing
my answers to supposedly simple questions, such as where are
you from, where did you grow up, what is it that you do, with
the weighty and wavering word "well" as a way of qualifying
all that will follow. In part this is probably because my childhood
may be a little less than usual, growing up in Africa, going
to school for the first time when I was nine, volunteering at
a blood bank when I was 15, doing three quite different university
degrees (in rural sociology, distance education and health communication)
on an equal number of continents. But probably more importantly
my use of the word "well" is a reflection of the fact
that life is complex, that what is reality for one person may
be fiction for another although they may technically share the
same space and time, that our perception of ourselves and others
is shaped by so many different factors that it is only possible
to speak of what we have in common in very cautious terms, and
that there is really no such thing as a straightforward solution
or a simple problem.
This
"mini philosophy" - if you can call it that - extends
to my professional life, a glimpse of which may be gleaned from
my resume. I don't believe
in simple answers or solutions. I do believe in the art of asking
questions, of constantly challenging the boundaries of what we
know and what we believe in by exposing ourselves to the unknown,
the incomprehensible, even to that which we abhor or which frightens
us. In a world where issues increasingly present themselves in
the form of dichotomies, I believe that the understanding that
comes from successively seeking, examining, accepting and disseminating
alternative and multiple realities and interpretations is, and
will continue to be, fundamental to human survival and development.
Humankind faces challenges far
beyond those that are the immediate consequence of the complexity
of human nature and human interaction. One of these challenges
is the devastation, confusion and despair that are being brought
on by the impact of the HIV/AIDS epidemic. Alarm bells regarding
the potential impact of this disease were being rung - and largely
ignored - as far back as the late 1980's, when I first started
working in Africa. It was the confrontation with the impact of
the disease - while working on various education and rural development
initiatives in Mozambique in the 1990's - combined with my perplexity
at the absence of a response by governments, institutions and
individuals, as well as the experience of having a very close
friend become affected by the disease, that strengthened my personal
resolve to in some small way contribute to the fight against
HIV/AIDS and the many factors (poverty, politics, violation of
human rights) that facilitate the spread of the disease.
Initially,
I attempted to address the (potential) impact of the disease
by integrating this concern in activities that I was already
working on in the field of education and rural development in
Mozambique. However, doing so made me increasingly frustrated
with the limited impact of these strategies and activities and
with my own lack of understanding of the complex interaction
of factors that can make rational and even well informed human
beings engage in irrational and potentially harmful behavior.
And so I decided to step away from what I had been working on
and to broaden and strengthen my skills by pursuing a Ph.D. in
communication at Florida
State University while actively (and concurrently with my
academic pursuits) engaging in various research and development
endeavors in the field of HIV/AIDS and other areas of health
related human behavior.
A selection of topics that I
have worked on over the past years can be found below, together
with links to relevant abstracts, papers and publications, two
of which can also be found in the "papers" section
of the learndev.org site:
Research into the impact of
exposure to tobacco in the media on adolescent susceptibility
to smoking (Paper co-authored with Laura M. Arpan and Gary R.
Heald on Gender patterns and smoking susceptibility among
adolescents who view actors smoking - Abstract).
Research into adolescent attitude
functions toward smoking and their impact on smoking behavior
(Paper with Laura M. Arpan and Gary R. Heald on Functions of
Attitudes toward cigarette smoking among adolescents: An initial
investigation and possible implications for anti-smoking messages
- Abstract).
Concurrently,
I have continued to work as a consultant in education and health
in Mozambique for a number of international and bilateral organizations
(the French Development Agency, UNICEF, Irish Aid) as well as
for a local NGO (UDEBA - Gaza). For details, see my resume.
In addition to my professional
engagements, I very much enjoy photography as the pictures that
I have included here testify.
In the coming years I hope to continue to explore some of the
questions that have kept me busy so far. Not because I have come
any closer to an answer - life is not as simple as that - but
because what I have learnt so far has convinced me that addressing
the challenges we face, such as those of the HIV/AIDS pandemic,
requires that we continue to ask questions beyond our own, often
simplistic, interpretation of the world. It is in this context
that I elaborated a concept paper for research and activities
in the domain of HIV/AIDS for the Learning Development Institute.
It can be found on the relevant page for the Attitudinal
and Behavioral Change (ABC) area of activity of this Web
site. In the spirit of much of what LDI does, this is an on-going
initiative which you are invited to examine and comment on.